20/03/2017 17:39
The guilt started on day four. Weeping, a heart that literally hurt with pain. As I put the bottle of formula to my beautiful new baby’s lips I felt overcome with regret. But not for the reason you think.
I am perfectly happy to feed my new baby formula.
The aching guilt I feel is for not feeding my first baby formula sooner.
Five years after she was born, I still ache for starving my first daughter for her first six days of life, letting her lose 13% of her birth weight because I was trying to exclusively breastfeed her.
Seeing my second baby well-fed and content thanks to formula, my heart breaks anew at the memory of my first daughter’s hoarse little cry as she wailed every night, all night, from hunger.
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